I don’t know..

You know the feeling you get when it’s almost 2 am and your mind wonders forever? At that moment you know that you’re not going to sleep anytime soon. All the troubled things go through my mind at this exact time every night for the past 4 to 5 weeks. Sure, I tried going to the doctor but it didn’t necessarily work. What am I stressing about? Well of course mostly family, relationship, financial situations, School and me. I am worried about me, how can I be so selfish? This path am in wasn’t what I had planned for myself. I don’t know how I got here. Everything was going great until I graduated from college and met my current relationship. I haven’t been able to keep a job. I’ve lost the closeness to my family and I’ve kind of lost myself in all this. I don’t know this person I have become. Failing to care about school or grades. I don’t know what it’s more important anymore. How will I find my path again? I just don’t know…